本小姐's handsome boyfriend is JulianYJF.

KRISTLE NG PEI SHAN.

itouch.
hellokitty gold mj tiles.
that dorothy perkins dress.
polaroid film
leather biker
denim jacket
more wedges
more heels
more clothes

GO
overseas

WATCH
The Proposal
UP
Murderer

ARCHIVES
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009

met up with cousins for early celebration.
kbox @ cineleisure.
dinner @ sushi tei, ngee ann city.
:D

thanks for the treat! (:

met shanice & her kid sister, shongyi, at woodlands.
took mrt to somerset.
walked around cineleisure while waiting for shuxian & shujun.
saw shannon working at NUM, talked awhile.
accompany cousins lunch at xinwang.
aunty came to fetch shongyi home before i managed to take a photo with her.
she's cute but talkative. lol.
kbox from 4-9pm.
walked to ngee ann city, sushi tei for dinner.
trained back home after that.


my cousins & i dont look alike.
the only family traits is,
our big eyes.
O.O


:D

Labels: please understand.

damn.
im supposed to plan where to go with my cousins on sunday, 28june.
but i cant think of anywhere to go!
>.<

shanice coming over in the morning.
meeting shuxian after 1plus.
cheryl's meeting us at 8plus.

and i cant think of where to go.
D:

singapore is so boring.
shopping?
movie?
sing k?
eat?
chill?
>.O

gosh, im a lousy planner.

shanice seems kinda down.
cheer up girl, you have da jie here for you!
:D

please understand.

&sweet, i'll do anything for you.
as long as you're happy, thats what i'll do.

silly lost his precious. >.O
shanice came to stay.

today;
went downstairs for br-unch.
went to woodlands with shanice.
went julian's house.
IRONMAN-ed & SOF-ed.

LOL. yeah man!
KRISTLE NG PEI SHAN can play SOF! :D
im fucking pro lah! >.O

alrites, i shall go sleep alr.
1.09am :D

i'll give you a chance to prove them wrong.
you better not let me go ever again.
<3

Labels: 25th.

today's plan.

• transformer
• karaoke

hoping it'll turn out just fine.
i dont want to lose you as a friend.
but love is fucking selfish.


当时是你一手把我推开的。
我真的不知道要怎样对待你。
对你好， 你会对我有所期待。
对你坏，我自己会过意不去。
对不起。

Labels: open your eyes and look around

urgh, fuck off.
you guys made me fucking pissed.

watched i love you, man with julian today.
bought 2 nail polishes.

started off with 4.
silver, red, electric blue, metalic blue.

bought 2 more today.
orange&pink.

the face shop nail polishes are nice.
other than the pasar malam ones.

Labels: thats the reason why i dont make friends

<33

sillysillydumbdumb.
sorry.

you thought they understand.
but in actual fact, they dont.

thursday, 25june2009.

• movie
• kbox with cliques.

sunday, 28june2009.

• kbox/dinner with cousins.

monday, 29june2009.

• dinner
• chill with babe and hunk.
• ton with shanice(?)

tueday, 30june2009. <3

• booked by julianyeo.
• chompchomp with clique.

idk when im meeting my bitch&gf. ):

Labels: love should be so beautiful.

6/22/2009 12:44:56 PM
screamTHREAD; JULIAN: I WILL ONLY HAVE ONE SWEET SPIRIT

Funfacts:

• Kangaroo means "i dont know" in Guugu Yimidhirr language.
• Crocodile tears cannot be authentic because crocodiles cannot cry; they lack tear ducts.

Labels: you dont deserve to cry.

• grey kangaroo can hop up to 13 km.
• crocodiles have weak jaw muscles, a rubberband around its mouth can prevent bites.
• new born baby kangaroos are even smaller than 8weeks old foetus.
• falla ella is about 7palms tall, pony is about 13palm tall, horses about 30palms tall(?).
• elephants can be really cute.
• horses are fucking smelly.
• you cant take much nice pictures at the zoo with just 2ppl.
  

Labels: happy.

Labels: turn it back.

(drag me to hell)-ed.
staying over at chinee's house with ssq.
boring.
):

today's plans.

• mahjong
• drag me to hell
• dinner

havent met up for MJ for so long.
people going:

1. kristle
2. chinee
3. vanessa
4. her bf
5. kwenboon
6. mingteck
7. shaoquan
8. jiahui
9. weiming

:D

no plans for tmr yet.
no plans for tmr's tmr too.

Labels: i want all the pain to go away.

back on track.
things will be fine. right?

i wished there's someone i can hug.

Labels: wished.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: coke
2. Last phone call: mummy
3. Last text message: kwenboon
4. Last song you listened to: 解脱
5. Last time you cried: 2hours ago

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yes
7. Been cheated on: yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no.
9. Lost someone special: ya
10. Been depressed: yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: no

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12.red
13.white
14.black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Been a good girl: yes
16. made lotsa friends: no
17. Laughed until you cried: ya
18. Met someone who changed you: yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: no
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: yes
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 99999999
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2/3
24. Do you have any pets: no
25. Do you want to change your name: no
27. What time did you wake up today: 10.30
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: bloghopping
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: moving on
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 2hours ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: everything
30. What are you listening to right now: tv
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : no
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: the silence
36. Whats your real name: ng pei shan
37. Nicknames: krissy, poopoo
38. Relationship Status: single
39. Zodiac sign: cancer
40. Male or female?: female
41. Elementary?: poi ching
42. High School?: hihs
43. College?: erc
44. Hair colour: red-brown
45. Long or short: long
46. Height: 152
47. Do you have a crush on someone?:no
48: What do you like about yourself?: idk
49. Piercings: 3
50. Tattoos: no
51. Righty or lefty: right

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: no
53. First piercing: ear
54. First best friend: jane
55. First sport: swimming
56. First vacation: australia
58. First pair of trainers: ..

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: nothing
60. Drinking: coke
61. I'm about to: continue
62. Listening to: tv
63. Waiting on: everything to be over

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: 1boy 1 girl
65. Get Married?: yea
66. Career?: own

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger:older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: r/s
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: ..


HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no
77. Drank hard liquor: yes
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yes
79. Sex on first date: no
80. Broken someone's heart: yes
82. Been arrested: no
83. Turned someone down: yes
84. Cried when someone died: yes
85. Fallen for a friend: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes
87. Miracles: yes
88. Love at first sight: yes
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: no
91. Kiss on the first date:no
92. Angels: yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no
95. Did you sing today?: yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody? no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: 13june2008
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: 13june2008
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yes
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: no

and im shocked beyond words.

Labels: let this be the last words i tell my love

and just wanted to let you know
i really thought of bringing you to disneyland
i was thinking of you throughout the whole day
everything i did i was thinking kristle would like this kristle would like that
going with you would be so much better than going with my family
but the tickets are like $70 per person so ex!!!
if can i sure bring you come one i'm not just saying
i miss you ok!
love you!

Labels: not anymore.

i hate you
fuck you bitch.

you know i totally meant S-L-U-T.

im doing so much to get you out of my mind.
not to get a new r/s.

i admit, i still love you very much.
so what? this r/s not gonna work out with us both being so stubborn.
we have to give in to each other. not just one way.

till then.

in order this time.

• hans breakfast at centuarysq
• walked around cs
• then to tm
• then to t1
• then to library
• lunch at tm
• bus-ed home
• disappointed

my 肚子 very pain.
fever is gone, but the pain remained.



dont assume if you dunno anything.
nobody can gets on to a brand new r/s right after a break up.
and who ever said anything about getting together?



Main Entry:
sad
Part of Speech:
adjective
Definition:
unhappy, depressed
Synonyms:
bereaved, bitter, blue, cheerless, dejected, despairing, despondent, disconsolate, dismal, distressed, doleful, down, down in dumps, down in mouth, downcast, forlorn, gloomy, glum, grief-stricken, grieved, heartbroken, heartsick, heavyhearted, hurting, in doldrums, in grief, in the dumps, languishing, low, low-spirited, lugubrious, melancholy, morbid, morose, mournful, out of sorts, pensive, pessimistic, sick at heart, somber, sorrowful, sorry, troubled, weeping, wistful, woebegone
Antonyms:
cheerful, glad, happy, joyful

保持沉默， 什么都不要说

Labels: maintain this status quo.

im scared.
so so scared.

i want to have somebody looking after me when im sick.
):

Labels: hot and cold.

In random orders.

• movie was alrite.
• had dinner at LJS.
• still trying to get use to life without you.
• peach hong cha still tasted the same.
• im feeling sick.
• nobody can ever replace you.
• i dont want to hurt anyone.
• or to be hurt.
• i love you.
• i loved you.

Your birth tree is
Apple Tree, the Love
Of slight build, lots of charm, appeal and attraction, pleasant aura, flirtatious,
adventurous, sensitive, always in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and
tender partner, very generous, scientific talents, lives for today, a carefree
philosopher with imagination.

Labels: thats all you've got?

i hope you know it hurts so so much.
im trying so hard to put on a smile.
it hurts me and everyone around.
it hurts to see mummy worried.

i held back my tears to convince everyone im fine.
but if i tell you that im over you, would you believe?

A sad thing in life is that sometimes you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go.

Labels: i love you too much, it hurts.

fuck happy 13.

not working anymore.
its a scam lo.
D:


ghost of girlfriend's past tonight!
thanks buddy.



mj @ boon house on wed!
chomp2 after that!
happy happy!

Labels: never to be back again.

i miss him again.
):

trying so hard to keep myself occupied.
fuck 13.

Labels: at least, not anytime soon.

not as unwanted as i expected. (:


got to thank so many ppl!

SASA:
dearest bitch! thanks for your hugs and hugs and more hugs.
really calmed me down alot.
really glad to have you.

MERYL:
babe! thanks for accompanying me to watch HM! (:
had great laughs with you!
looking forward to meet up more often.
tsktsk. (:

CHINEE:
thou you're kinda far away, but you gave me some advices thru the phone calls.
appreciated.
thannnnnnnnnnnnnk you, MEH-BEH? :D

SHANICE:
sister! thanks for coming all the way to tampines to accompany me.
and im not acting strong, I AM STRONG!
muahahahahahahha! :D

the rest of the guys:
thanks for the "applications".
LOL!
made me laugh dao du zi tong.


at least i know that, all of you will be there for me!
and yes, i'll move on.

Labels: thank you very much.

你离开我会过得更快乐
可对于软弱的我
回忆就足够

Labels: 想快乐也只是一种强求

it hurts to know you're not affected.
it hurts so so much, but i can do nothing.

why is it that, im thinking so much about the happy moments, but still cry?
i fucking hate myself.

i cant sleep well,
or eat well,
or think hard,
or stop crying.

Labels: i want all the pain to go away.

Labels: thats my babe.

initially wanted to change to fuckyou.bs
but its taken.
so i tried fuckyouback.bs
also taken.
so ended up with fuckyouagain.bs

rest assured, im a pure virgin.

Labels: fya.blogspot.com

its taking my sleep away.

Labels: 1st day.

i hate this empty feeling in me.

Labels: i love you honey, too bad.

i love you, but its not working out.

Labels: and. he'll get the freedom he's been yearning for.

today's the third day you're ignoring me.
i miss you so much.
what exactly did i do that made you so angry with me?
i really dunno.

i so want to feel your hug & kisses right now.
but i know its impossible.
this time, we're both being very stubborn.

i love you, but i dont want to be only one giving in so much.

Labels: the third day.

i feel so pathetic.

mummy, daddy, meryl, sasa, chinee &of cos julian.
they're the only close ones i have in this world.
ever since daddy&mummy started their thing, i've been depending so much on the rest of them.
my parents arent loving& caring so much about me anymore.

as for now, all i want is for you to love me, to dote on me.
im sick and tired of giving in.
you never knew how much i've put into this relationship.
much much more than anything else.

i really love you so much.
and i dunno what to do.
why dont you tell me instead.

tell me what to do.

Labels: i never knew, loving could be so heartbreaking.